you think i dont know?
have you spared a thought for me?

i know how you feel. trust me i do. but wad do you want me to do alr? i'm sorry...that's all i can say. i'm really lost now. i'm clear yet so unclear.

that day was a failure. all i wished to do was gone. i only wished to introduce how lovely this world is. how life can be changed by christianity. is it so hard? is it wrong? tears are flowing like they've never flowed before now. i'm so hurt. i know you all care. but have you cared for how i feel? how he'll feel? wad can i say now? can i even say " hey this is wad it's like to be in our fellowship. we're like a family. we love each other and accept each other. we welcome everyone." can i say that??

i cant!

it's over. i know timing's bad. but is my intentions wrong? is it? you jus want to see me alone. i know it. dont deny there's a tinge of you wanting to see me isolated now. cos to you it's only normal for this to happen. seeing me with someone else is jus wrong isnt it? i know...haha.

you jus want me to be alone.

if isolation is wad you want, i give it to you